Monday, December 31, 2012

Update - 21 Weeks 6 Days

 
 
Tomorrow we are 22 weeks! Yay!!! Everything wonderful has happened over the past several weeks. We did decide on a name, Christopher Adler Tate Trammell (we will call him Adler). It is nice to be able to call him by name instead of "it" or "he/she". Let me tell you, this little guy is growing and is letting me know he is in there. Not only is my waistline growing, the tiny little flutters have turned in large kicks. As startling as it is, it is nice reassurance that he is doing well.
 
Project nursery is underway. Chris finished painting last Sunday night and Lowes is expected to be here this morning to install new flooring. Our house is filling very quickly with baby things. I am starting to run out of room of where to put it all. With that said, after today we will be able to start placing things in Adler's room to prepare for his arrival  (Eeeek!!!! 18 weeks to go). I will post pictures of our progress of the nursery in the next few days. 

Sunday, November 25, 2012

It's a BOY!!!! - 16 weeks 4 days

 
So much has gone on over the past 2 weeks. We had a gender ultrasound on Friday (11/23) and were told we are having a BOY!!!! We are so excited to finally know what we are expecting. Since our pregnancy was not a surprise we were excited to share this day with my Dad, Mom, Brother, and Cousin. We planned a shopping day on Saturday and pretty much have all of the furniture and bedding purchased for our little guy. Now he just needs a name ;)
 
Coming up with a name has been the hardest part. I think we have narrowed it down to two. Chris did want to follow his Father's tradition and name his son after him. So far we have Christopher Adler and Christopher Grayson (we will call him by his middle name). Nothing is set in stone just yet and I am sure we will change our minds a million times before he is here. I hope all of you had a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family! We have had one blessed year, have so much to be thankful for, and looking forward to what is to come next year.  
 
 

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

14 Week Update


We are 14 weeks pregnant tomorrow! Time is flying by. We had an ultrasound last Tuesday and Baby Trammell is doing well. It is amazing how fast they grow. Our little one waived at us during the ultrasound. I am so amazed at this little miracle that we have been given. We are no longer considered high risk which is huge blessing. All that really means is that our physician feels things are going as expected and we will start seeing him every 4 weeks opposed to every 2 weeks. Symptoms this week have really gone away. I am contributing the sickness to the progesterone supplements. Ever since I have stopped, I have felt pretty good. We scheduled a gender ultrasound on November 23rd and finally will find out if Baby Trammell is a he or a she :)



Wednesday, October 24, 2012

12 Week Update

 
We are finally reaching the home stretch of the first trimester. My symptoms this week have been fatigue, restless nights, and still feeling nauseous some days. I am looking forward to two things over the next week. #1 I finally get to stop taking progesterone. My poor bum has had it! And.... #2 We have another ultrasound scheduled for Tuesday. Chris will be leaving Saturday to go to Australia for two weeks (which I am sad about) so my mom will get to go with me to see Little Trammell :)
 I absolutely love watching Baby T's rapid growth. Just simply amazing!
 
 


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

10 Week Update

 
 
We had a follow up visit with our RE. He first checked the baby that did not have a heartbeat from last week, and let us know quickly there was no change. He then went to Baby B, at first I did not see a heartbeat but kept looking at the screen waiting to see something...... Then the baby started kicking his/her legs and moving its arms and putting its hands by its mouth. Needless to say, I lost it. The doctor then let us hear the heart beat, it was 150bpm (Chris and I are both convinced it is a little guy). Wow, what a moment! All I could think is "this is a miracle, we created this perfect little miracle"...
 
I saved the picture above on my phone. Several times a day, I just have to look at it and cry every time. I am so thankful that God has chosen us to be parents of the precious little miracle. I am very thankful to be given the opportunity to share our journey with you (including the good and the bad) and overwhelmed by your loving prayers and sweet messages. You never will know what a blessing each one of you are to us.



Friday, October 5, 2012

9 weeks 2 days

On Tuesday, October 2nd, we had our second ultrasound. Baby A had grown so much, but unfortunately did not have a heart beat. Baby B had grown as well and looked wonderful. During the first ultrasound, we were only able to see a flicker of the heart. This week we were able to hear the heart beat (of Baby B) and see the baby bouncing around. Tuesday was bittersweet as you could imagine. I am trying so hard to stay positive and remember God's promise to me. My fear does not come from losing one baby, but I am scared that we will lose the other.
 
Infertility sucks! This is a time that I should be filled with so much joy. I feel that has been stolen from me and worry about every cramp or lack of. The doctor told me that he knows I would worry and is allowing us to go back on Tuesday to see the baby. I pray the baby is perfect and we once again see him / her bouncing around. The process of having a baby is amazing and none the less a miracle. Please continue to lift us up in your prayers. 
 
 
 



Thursday, September 27, 2012

8 Weeks 1 Day


Time seems to be going so fast already. We have so many exciting things coming up, I feel that I will be in my 3rd trimester before I know it. For now, I am looking forward to our ultrasound on Tuesday. Since we are still considered high risk, we are going in every 2 weeks. I cannot wait to see their progress and hoping to hear the heartbeat (last ultrasound we were only able to see a little flicker since we were only 6weeks 6 days)
 
I have had morning sickness (or should I say All Day Sickness) every day this week, sleep is becoming more difficult between the frequent trips to the bathroom and not being able to get comfortable, and going from content to hungry in the matter of seconds.  BUT.... I am not complaining (just wanting to document what symptoms I am experiencing). I will give you guys an update after our ultrasound on Tuesday.
 
 

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

20 Little Fingers and 20 Little Toes

We are having TWINS!
 
We went in for an ultrasound yesterday. I was so anxious from the moment I woke up. I just kept praying for the baby to be perfect! The doctor quickly was able to find the heart beat from Baby A. He/She is measuring right on track. Towards the end of the ultrasound I told the doctor, "I am shocked to hear there was only one ". My BETA was indicating that it was a multiple pregnancy. One of the girls at the lab joked that it could even be triplets. He looked around more and found a little flicker, Baby B, at the top of my uterus. He/She implanted so high it was hard to get a good view but we were able to see he/she too is measuring right on track and we seen the heartbeat.
 
I cannot tell you how blessed I feel. I cannot stop thanking God for these two little blessings. All of the tears I have cried and heartache is not a care at this point but makes the next journey of our lives even more special.... As always, please keep us in your prayers.
 
 


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

5 Week Update

We are 5 weeks pregnant today and everything is going perfectly! We went in yesterday for blood work and my levels are more than doubling every 48 hours. I have already started experiencing nausea throughout the day and my boobs are extremely sore. Since symptoms have started so early, I am convinced that both embryos attached and are going strong :)

We are scheduled for an ultrasound on September 18th. I can not wait! Since we conceived through IVF we are considered high risk and they #1 want to make sure everything is progressing as expected and #2 to see how many are in there. This will be such a big day!

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

9 years, 1 operation, countless IUI's & 1 IVF later......

We Are Pregnant!!!

We found out Friday but wanted to make sure our levels were progressing as needed. We went to the clinic today for blood work and our levels were better than I could imagine. I feel like this is a dream! I can't tell you how many times I have started crying today. I feel so blessed! We still have long journey ahead of us and for sure not in the clear just yet, but I have a lot of peace and faith in the Lord that he is going to protect us through the next chapter in our lives. Even though I had to share with those that have been following my blog, we are still going to keep things hush hush for several more weeks :) Please continue to send positive thoughts and prayers our way.
 
 


Friday, August 24, 2012

Progesterone Check

Yesterday I went in for blood work to check my progesterone levels. Progesterone has nothing to do with getting pregnant but has to be at a certain level to maintain a pregnancy. Think of progesterone like sticky glue. My levels came back at 12.6 (which nurse said was low). I have already been taking progesterone shots daily in my bum (let me tell you, this is the most painful shot yet). Reading online levels vary so much and also increase throughout the pregnancy. So to increase my progesterone levels, the doctor has increased the dosage on the nightly progesterone shot and prescribed a vaginal suppository. The good news is since they are monitoring us so close, we are able to correct it.
 

 
 

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Transfer Update

Meet our two embryos that were transferred on Monday!


Our embryo transfer was yesterday. I was so nervous. It was such a big day! We were escorted to the recovery room to prepare pretty much right when we arrived at the facility and shortly was taken to the surgery room. This procedure is very simple and pretty painless. I was thankful that Chris was able to go back with me. The total procedure took about 20min from start to finish and then they had me lay flat on my back in the recovery room for an hour afterwards.
They put me on strict bed rest for 48 hours. Which has not been too bad. I have watched a lot of trash TV, read magazines (thanks to a dear friend), and have enjoyed the company of my sweet husband who is taken good care of me.

Please keep us in your prayers that these 2 little embryos are strong and snuggling in for the next 9 months ;)



Friday, August 17, 2012

Retrieval Update 3

We once again received the awaited call from the embryologist around 9:30am this morning. She said all 8 embryos are developing perfectly. At this point they like to see a 2 cell embryo. We have (1) that is a 6 cell, (5) that are are a 4 cell, and (2) that are a 3 cell. Words cannot express how blessed I feel at this moment. It is hard to hold back the excitement!

I will continue to have hope and faith through this journey (you have heard me say that a few times, I know). I may not know why we have not been able to have children, but I have faith in God and know one day my dreams will come true. Miracles happen every day because of him and I pray I am next in line :)








Thursday, August 16, 2012

The Verdict is IN!

I received a call from the embryologist around 9:30am this morning to let us know 9 of the 11 eggs fertilized. Eight of the embryos are developing normally, one is not (but it still has a chance), and the other two did not fertilize and have been discarded. I am very happy with these numbers! The RE that we see is very conservative on the hyperstimulation process and like I mentioned before wanted to retrieve 8-12 eggs due to other risk that could be involved. I know all it takes is one but I wanted that insurance if this does not work that we can try again. The IVF success rate of Fertility Institute is around 55%. With my age and since the doctor does not show any reason why we have note been able to conceive, the odds seem to be in our favor but we clearly understand there are no guarantees.

Today I am still very sore and I have not done a lot. My husband is will be home in a few hours so I probably should pick up the house and try to make myself half way presentable :)






Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Retrieval Day

We were scheduled to be at the Fertility Institute @ 6:30am this morning. Everything went so quick but flawlessly. The doctor was able to retrieve 11 eggs. They said the quality was perfect. It is crazy to think our take home baby (or babies) could be in the process of being created now. I am extremely sore and looking forward to my next round of pain medicine at the moment ;). I was discharged from the hospital this morning at 9:15am and I have been home resting since. Tomorrow morning we will get a call from the embryologist to let us know how many eggs fertilized. Statistics show typically 60% - 70% will fertilize. I could not asked to have a better doctor and team. I am overwhelmed with the compassion that these individuals have for what they do.  Tonight we start taking a progesterone oil shot to ensure my lining is extra sticky to help the embryo attach. I want to thank your for all your prayers, text and sweet messages.    




Monday, August 13, 2012

Trigger Shot



EEEEEEK! Retrieval date has been officially scheduled for August 15th. We had our final ultrasound this morning, and we had 12 follicles. The doctor had hoped for 8-12 follicles, and I was pleased that my body responded well to the medicine. We took the Ovidrel Shot this evening at 8pm. This shot will help the follicles mature and trigger the release of the mature eggs and is taken take 36 hours prior to retrieval.We will report back to the Fertility Institute on Wednesday @ 6:30am.
   

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

IVF Blog - Cycle Day 6



I will first say I am extremely thankful for this opportunity to be going through this process. BUT......Today has been rough. I have had a headache from the medicine from the moment I woke up, I am very aware of my ovaries, and I started crying at the nail salon while watching a clip of the the Olympics. I just had to laugh at myself!  The good news is, the medicine must be doing its job! We are scheduled for an ultrasound and blood work tomorrow morning. I am anxious to see our progress. We have continued to have hope and faith after several failures and will continue to be optimistic. I want to thank my husband, family, and friends for being there for support.
Love you all ;)



Monday, August 6, 2012

IVF Blog - Cycle Day 4

We went to the Fertility Institute first thing this morning to check my estrogen levels. We were in and out within 10 minutes. Like requested I put an ice pack in my purse and took the Follistim to work with me anticipating the call with the results. Around 10:00am, I got the call that my estrogen level did drop back to a normal level and to go ahead and take our first injection of Follistim.


 Above is a picture of the medicine. Included is a prefilled cartridge and comes with a pen that allows you to dial the specific dose. I am scheduled to take 150 units every morning for the next four days. The medicine will help create multiple follicles. Out of the 3 shots, by far this is the easiest!


 

 Lupron
Menopur

This evening I started the Menopur in addition to the Lupron that I have taken since July 22nd. All 3 shots are subcutaneous. I had heard stories that the Menopur burns, but luckily our first injection was a success. I am taking 150 units of Menopur  which is a mixture of hormones that too stimulate the development of multiple eggs. We go back to the Fertility Institute Thursday morning for blood work (my poor arm has had it already) and ultrasound to see how the follicles are coming along.
Retrieval date is right around the corner!!!!




Thursday, August 2, 2012

Suppression Check Update

I received a call from the fertility institute that the results from my blood work were back. My estrogen levels were slightly elevated.Which indicates what they seen on the ultrasound was likely a cyst. The tech suggested I continue on with medication as planned and go back in for blood work on Monday morning. We are scheduled Monday, August 6th, to start our "cocktail shots". She has instructed me to take the shots with me to our office visit and we will be instructed then if everything is a go or if the process will be delayed. I was expecting a bump in the road, just not this early.For now, I am not going to worry until there is something to worry about.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Suppression Check

We went in for a follow up visit today. Since we had not heard the results back on Christopher's visit from a few days ago, we made sure to get the details on him as well. His sperm count was 97.3 million and motility was 51%. He is such an over achiever.... Ha! Due to the number and quality of his sperm and my age, the tech said it was not likely they would need to do ICSI (Intra Cytoplasmic Sperm Injection). Our visit today was to check suppression and to make sure everything was right on track and like always, blood work. In the ultrasound, the tech found what she thinks may be a cyst on my right ovary. She said that is was small and could be a spot from our last cycle, but for now was not anything to worry about. She said she will call us with the details on on my blood work tomorrow. If my estrogen is high, it it likely it is a cyst and we will go in for another ultrasound on Monday and may be instructed to stop the Lupron for a week.

Thank You all for your prayers and encouragement during this process. We love you all!


Monday, July 30, 2012

First Week of Lupron

First week of Lupron was a breeze. One night I did hit a vein (which was uncomfortable) but other than that, it went smoothly. I was expecting to have symptoms in result from the shot but have actually felt great just a little emotional (which is expected). We have a follow up with our RE on Wednesday, August 1st, for a ultrasound and blood work. Praying we are right on track. Hopefully we are one step closer to making our dreams come true ;)

 

Sunday, July 22, 2012

First Injection


Whew! We did our first injection of Lupron this evening. Lupron is to help shut off my body's natural stimulation from the pituitary gland to the ovary. The purpose of the medicine is to prevent me from ovulating unexpectedly during the stimulation part of the cycle.

Overall, first injection was a success!



IVF Decisions


Louise Brown, was the first in vitro fertilization (IVF) baby in the world, born in England in 1978. Her birth created fear that science has outpaced morality, that humankind has exceeded forbidden boundaries. Yet now, 30 years later, IVF is part of the treatment options offered by most full-service infertility programs. Thousands of babies have been born following IVF. In the U.S. alone in 2006, more than 100,000 IVF procedures were performed, resulting in more than 30,000 babies .

Eggs are retrieved from a woman's ovaries by the reproductive endocrinologist. In a sterile laboratory, he/she will observe each egg, or oocyte, under a microscope and determines if it is mature enough for fertilization. If the patient has chosen intracytoplasmic sperm injection, (ICSI) a procedure designed to overcome male infertility, they will carefully remove the cloudy masses of nurse cells surrounding each mature oocyte, and will inject the oocyte with a single sperm selected for optimum morphology and motility.

 If the oocyte is fertilized, they will see the formation of two pronuclei, then the fusion of the diploid cell, or zygote. Over the next few days, as the zygote is incubated at 98.6 degrees, they will track its development in the lab. Ideally, the zygote will form four even, smooth cells, then eight (and so on), before transferring the embryo to the woman's uterus.

This same development process that happens in the laboratory is a lot like what happens in the woman's body, we just get to see each stage.

The day of transfer they will give a set of images of their embryo or embryos, plus a description of the embryos' condition and likelihood of implantation. There are plenty of stories that are reminding us to practice cautious optimism. I am sure I will cry when I see that picture. I tear up just thinking about it. There are still too many things that can go wrong—the embryos, still months from viability, may not implant, or they may implant but stop developing. Extra embryos are frozen, and we are given three options: We can store the embryos for future tries, we can donate them for research purposes, or we can transfer them during a cycle where development is nearly impossible. This is an area that we have struggled with personally, but we do have some time left to make the decision that is best for us.
 
Understanding what it takes to create a baby has given me an appreciation and is none the less a miracle.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

MetroMint Water


I LOVE me some Diet Coke and Starbucks! Caffeine is my kick start in the morning and my pick me up in the afternoon. Since we have started the process of IVF, I have decided that I needed to cut back on my caffeine intake and have only been allowing myself one a day (might as well start now, right?). I mean, who really likes water.... Ha!

I have discovered a water that is actually pretty good, MetroMint Water (thanks to a girl a work with.)  It is simply pure water + mint (no sweeteners, carbonation, or calories). The only two places that I have been able to find it is at Whole Foods and Sunflower Market.
The Peppermint is my favorite :)


Hope you all have have had a wonderful Thursday!

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

The Meds Are In!


I went today and picked up our shipment of medications from the fertility institute. Menopur, Follistim, Lupron, and a gazillion syringes!!!! I think we are set. As of today we are still on birth control until 7/24 and will add Lupron into the mix on 7/22.

Fingers Crossed!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

IVF - Blog 1

On July 2nd (cycle day 1) I called our RE to let them know we were ready to start our first round of IVF. We are very excited to start our journey. As always, being cautiously hopeful. Husband and I started taking an antibiotic on July 4th (we will take for 10 days) and I started taking birth control (I will take for 5weeks) to suppress the ovaries to prepare to overstimulate.

Treatments to Date

In January 2011, we decided that we would proceed and had our first Intrauterine Insemination (Femara + IUI). Our RE started us on Femara on cycle day 3 and our follicles did progress but did not respond well. We did go ahead and decide to have the IUI. We went in for blood work 14 days post IUI. I can remember this disappointment in the nurses voice calling to tell us this round did not work and if we wanted to proceed to give them a call once we started our next cycle.

In February 2011, we decided to give it another shot. We went in for an ultrasound, around cycle day 1, to find I had a cyst on my ovary. The RE felt this was a cyst that I had for some time and insisted surgery before any further treatment. We scheduled surgery right away. Surgery went flawlessly. Doctor was cautiously hopeful this what had hindered us from getting pregnant on our own.

On our next cycle we were at it again. Extremely hopeful that this time would work as my body was responding better to the medicine. We went in for blood work 14 days post IUI, to get the phone call that once again we were not pregnant. We decided not to loose hope and try again. This month when we went in on a Friday for blood work to get a phone call once again the test was negative, we were not pregnant (do not think this call ever gets any easier). On Monday morning I received a phone call from the nurse asking if my cycle had started over the weekend (which it had not). The doctor had suggested I come in again for a BETA check. That afternoon I received a phone call that my HCG had increased, to be cautious as my levels were low, and to come back 48 hours later for further testing to see if my levels were doubling. My levels more than doubled at this visit! My husband and I were ecstatic!

Around 5 weeks pregnant, I started bleeding (which gradually became heavier). We went in for a follow up visit to reveal we had a chemical pregnancy. We did take a break for a month but decided that we would try COH (Controlled Ovarian Hyperstimulation with Follistim). After 2 rounds of COH and no luck we decided to have a consultation with our RE to see what is next. RE diagnosed us with unexplained infertility and suggested we try IVF.

IVF was never out of the question. Our insurance unfortunately does not cover IVF. At that time we decided to start a "baby account" and stop all fertility treatments and try again once we had the funds for IVF.

Our Story

My husband and I got married in June 2001. Husband is 36 and I am 30. In August 2003, we decided that we were ready to have a family. We wanted it to naturally happen. We simply were not going to take preventative measures. It was all in Gods hands. After trying for 9 years, we decided to get a little more serious and started using OPK's........Still NOTHING! I remember the day very clearly that we decided that we were going to get more serious on making our dreams come true.

 
In November 2010, my husband and I were driving home from a friends house and he told me he was ready to have a family. Clearly I knew this was what we had worked for over the past 9 years, but to hear those words come out of his mouth were devastating. I felt I had done something wrong. That I was the one keeping us from having a family. We decided that night it was time to get some medical investigation started. The next morning, I called a Reproductive Endocrinologist and had an appointment scheduled the following week. During our first visit with the RE, he ran some of the basic tests, and they came back normal. I had a HSG done, which was very unpleasant, also showed normal. My husband was told he had "super sperm" and  my hormone levels, were once again, normal.
From there we had a consultation with the RE and he tells us its not a matter of if we get pregnant, but how. We decided to take the next step and schedule our first Intrauterine Insemination (IUI).