On Tuesday, October 2nd, we had our second ultrasound. Baby A had grown so much, but unfortunately did not have a heart beat. Baby B had grown as well and looked wonderful. During the first ultrasound, we were only able to see a flicker of the heart. This week we were able to hear the heart beat (of Baby B) and see the baby bouncing around. Tuesday was bittersweet as you could imagine. I am trying so hard to stay positive and remember God's promise to me. My fear does not come from losing one baby, but I am scared that we will lose the other.
Infertility sucks! This is a time that I should be filled with so much joy. I feel that has been stolen from me and worry about every cramp or lack of. The doctor told me that he knows I would worry and is allowing us to go back on Tuesday to see the baby. I pray the baby is perfect and we once again see him / her bouncing around. The process of having a baby is amazing and none the less a miracle. Please continue to lift us up in your prayers.
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